Why do I ask for help?

I suffer from a serious illness - schizophrenia, which makes me disabled and rejected (this is how I feel) by others because of that reason. I feel I have some talents but I'm unlucky to find a job which would let me live normally. And this is why I came up to an idea to raise funds and ask you all for help, if you can. Despite my old age, I'm still learning and want to change something for better in my life. I love poetry, love to play with words. IT is my passion. And this website is the mixture of both - love and passion, an experiment which, I hope, will let me write good poems, learn how to build bright websites and lead to better life conditions as a result. So everyone, please, help me if you like this site and find interesting poems sticked onto it...